So back to work like usual. I am who I am,and I’m not gettin down on myself when I say this, but why does it always take something serious to happen in my life to appreciate the life and family I had, got home yesterday, cried when I hugged my daughter(don’t worry I didn’t let her or the wife see) and was so thankful to be home, it really makes you see how ungrateful one can be, I take way to much shit for granted, and that needs to change.
I think it’s too easy to take life for granted, specially when your busy. Going from one thing to the next, it’s hard to see what’s right infront of you until you have time to sit back and ponder it all.
We all take things for granted. The rush of life gets in the way. When in all actuality our families and those moments we distance ourselves from the hustle and bustle, are our real lives. You have to keep in touch with the living part of life.
Keep your head up brother
you notice it, so you are not permanently (that is a hard word to spell) taking it for granted, so take that as a win brother, very important to self reflect even if its a big life event that makes us do so, stay strong brother
Nice! Making some spawn bags?
If I catch a sturgeon I’ll have some caviar!
I cure them up and used the skein. Works better for me then sacs. Later in the season I will keep the females with loose eggs and make caviar. Hot water and salt so easy. And soooo good. Lots of good healthy stuff in those.
Good point @LaserPharm unfortunately that isn’t exactly how I feel
Y’all are some nasty asses fingering fish for eggs
You’re human brother. With everything there is a balance of negative & positive, even with the human spirit & conscious. Finding the balance can be a challege but it’s a key to fullfillment. The great thing is the more the negative domintaes the balance the more the positive works to balance things out. That’s why you go through the cycles you mentioned. Just remeber, light is greater than darkness - you flip a light swith on in a room and it dominates the darkness, never the other way around. Continue to be true to yourserlf and your light will shine stronger as you go through your journey. You may want to consider meditation as a way find your balance, once you find it you’ll no longer be asking that question. I wish you nothing but the best for yourself, brother. Stay up!
@John. The way you talk about your daughter and wife and how you would do anything to keep you all together. You bring them up sometimes in our conversations and you never come across like someone who would take them for granted. Be careful about your feelings right now bro. You just stopped your cycle and proviron instantly right? That’s gonna cause your emotions and feelings to do some funny things. I am not minimizing what you said so don’t take it that way. Just don’t be to hard on yourself bro!!!
Fuck that!!! Fish eggs are liquid gold brother!!! Hahahahaha. That is my Robert Frank response. Hahahaha @Outlawthing
I appreciate the kind words boys.
Time for my
Morning coffee and to check the news on ugmuscle Daily thread. Seems to be my new morning routine. Wake up make coffee do my morning pinning sit down and open ugmuscle hahaha.
My question for the day is travel. Work may have me going to Texas A and M for a 4 day service call. Hopefully I can use their gym. Then I may have a project in LA for three weeks then back home.
How do I travel with gear? Any hcg or hgh will be jarred around on normal luggage and I am afraid to take it as carry on. The test I could wrap up in normal luggage but what if it is opened and checked? Any ideas ?
Cali is shut down from what I understand so am gonna have to figure out something for the work out routine.
You flying or driving ??
I will be right over