Any of you guys relapsed when the covid locked us down? I fell out of good habits and went back to old things. I’m definitely not proud but my gym opened back up and even right now I’m drunk missing my shoulder work out. I always lean on the iron to stay sober but thet door shut on me and now I relapsed and my addiction took back over… anyone else in my shoes?
I’m kinda throwing this out here for some accountability… I’m also throwing this out because I feel that a rising tide raised all ships…
I’ve got no people to hold me accountable on a daily … I’d like if you feel like you struggle to then let’s rise above together… also I’d like to be more a part of the group and I’d like to think my admission of guilt would encourage some guidance… we can’t all fall at the same time
I feel so small admitting this to a bunch of guys I don’t know but oddly I’m more comfortable with it than seeing a shrink.
Hands in air